Awe and Wonder

Miracles do happen. Usually, maybe even mostly, unexpectedly, they are pretty much under the radar, unnoticed kinds of things. Just “suddenly” one day you realize something has shifted. Of course, it didn’t shift suddenly, it shifted gradually as you moved into God’s dimension of love where synchrony can happen—what was “sudden” was your awareness. Most of us wander around in a fog (or at least, in a cloudy mist that seems to keep us from noticing the presence of God) most of the time.

That’s why people pray after a natural disaster—like “#*&! I forgot to pray before but please help me now.”

The good news about that is that God was paying attention all along. But the really good news is that once you are plugged in you can take off in a big way “lift off for the dimension of love!”

In the Acts of the Apostles [2:42-47] we learn of thousands who come for baptism and renewal. “Those who had been baptized devoted themselves ….” The main point is this: “Awe came upon everyone, because many wonders and signs were being done … day by day [God] added to their numbers.”

So, do you see the miracles in your life? Do you see every smile from someone in pain as a miracle? Do you understand that every morning when you awaken it is a miracle? Do you see the “signs and wonders” like, the tulips you planted in October are beautifully red and yellow and purple now? Do you see that each day you hug your honey and know that love in a real way is a gift, awe, wonder?

Love is the pathway into God’s dimension of love; active love, giving love, feeling love, being love, this is how we enter into the presence of God. Psalm 23: “you spread a table before me … my cup is running over.” All of this “in the presence those who trouble me [i.e., of everyday life].” That sounds about right, no?

Peter wants his disciples to take charge. (How ever must it have been for a disciple of Christ to wake up one day and be “in charge” of the new disciples? It must have been equal parts terrifying and humbling and catalyzing.) Peter says “It is a credit to you if… you endure pain while suffering .. to this you have been called.” So, this is our call as LGBTQ disciples, discerning the awe and wonder of life in the dimension of love. God has spread the table with its cup running over right here in the midst of everyday life. This is discipleship for us isnt’ it? We know we are the beloved LGBTQ children of God. And yetwe endure every day the pain of ostracism, of being persecuted, hidden, punished for being who we are created by God to be.

In John’s Gospel [10:1-10] Jesus tells this confusing story about sheep and gates; what he is trying to communicate in terms that were colloquial but also metaphorical in his own day was: there is only the path of love, pretending is not loving, only by walking in love do those who love know each other, there is only love and not love. Love is God because God is love, and Jesus is God, therefore Jesus is love, and love is the only gate into the dimension of love, into heaven, which is all around you and within you if only you can find it.

And there is our miracle, there is our awe and wonder, right here under our noses, in everyday life. That is the message of Eastertide.

4 Easter Year A 2023 RCL (Acts 2:42-47; Psalm 23; 1 Peter 2:19-25; John 10-1-10) ©2023 The Rev. Dr. Richard P. Smiraglia. All rights reserved.